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What if I craved a man I thought I couldn’t have? Was saddened when I awoke to find myself alone in this huge ole bed…was terrified of the feelings I felt inside? What if he promised me the world, declared his love for me in ways unbeknownst to the naked eye…what if he was the one? What if I was too scared to see that he was the one, and passed him by? What if he was unable to show me, and shower me with his attention, as I desperately wanted? What if this man never entered my life? What if when he did and I pushed him away thinking he was just another player in the game like so many other men in this town.
BUT…
What if I saw him for the perfection that he is…kept him to myself and praised him, as he so deserved. What if he completed my life, called me his? What if he IS the one, and I did see him for who he really is, and we shared our lives with one another? What if he put an end to my cravings and made himself readily available to me? What if I embraced him and cherished it because I knew he was mine? What if he eased my mind and put all those “what if” thoughts aside?

Have you ever just wanted to come home to your man and get him off with